Just Being Me Always:)

I decided to stop giving a fuck about what people think about me and start giving a fuck about what I think of myself

Love it:)

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Meanings behind short texts

tattoospussiesandsuch:

catchmesexinglesbians:

hi, hey = I don’t wanna talk to you

k = stfu

that’s nice = Idc 

idc = idc

lol oh okk = I don’t wanna talk I’m just trying to be nice

lol = yeaa not really that funny

oh cool = don’t care 

idgaf = really means idgaf

whatever = stop talking to me/you’re pissing me off

yea = I have nothing else left to say to you

oh = leave me the hell alone/why are you texting me

… = stop texting me

lol some true shit

Dead on in my text convos.

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Been a while

But I’m back!!!!

Best Friends Are 4

So, I went out to dinner late last night with my best friend and we had a deep conversation. We both mentioned how when we are around each other none of our problems ever matter but once we leave we’re forced to deal with reality. We know that we will always be there for each other and I have to say my bestie sent me the greatest message by the time I got home…..she is the greatest and OMG my other bestfriend Devon is the luckiest man on earth!!!! I LOVE THEM SO!!!!!!!!!!!!

realizing mistakes

So where do I start? Well, how about here I’ve realized that I have made a lot of mistakes in my life. But, none bigger than self sabotaging something special because of my own inabilities to feel as though anybody can love me. It all started with a text message that asked if there was ever something you wanted to tell me what would you say? And his reply was “that I have always had a crush on you” well take it from there we began talking everyday and I fell in love I mean deeply. Well needless to say I began to doubt that he can really love me like that because at the end of the summer I was due to leave to come back home to Georgia. I sabotaged it before it fully had the chance to bloom:( Now don’t get me wrong to this day I still love him but I never understood how someone quite as handsome and nice as him would want someone like me…..And that’s where it set in I have no faith in myself and I feel as though I don’t deserve someone as good as him. Figure in the fact that I believe he had someone or someones and that would basically sum it all up. If it ever came down to it…I won’t get into that but just know if I could change it all I most definitely will….Can’t change the past but I will most definitely let my future take its course:) <3